happy empty girl

Hi! I’m Lauren, a kind of former feminist? I’m not sure anymore but that doesn’t matter. I’m a college girl who is beginning to know her place in the world as s girl. Not as a Woman but as a girl. I’ve had a boyfriend who I guess taught me the beginning of my place as a girl, and although it seemed sexist and misogynistic and would set back feminism it made me so wet now that I edge myself to His lessons. I’m not with Him anymore but He taught me a lot. 

And now as I try to continue my education (even tho the more I think about it I want to drop out and be doing something actually useful) I almost want to fail so much I get expelled or something… it’s a fantasy but i’d  have so much time to learn and practice and improve myself. I’m a christian girl, or at least I was. I’m sure I could do that again but they were kind of conservative and college really educated me ahd made me more open but sometimes it just gets me wet being put back on track on being a good christian girl. but all I can do is dream. 

My blog will focus on a lot of things, edging especially and stuff like that, i don’t know ik just a girl so who knows what I’ll do.